Kick Start....

Hi there!!!! I created this blog just for fun to express and share anything. Btw, im having fun while creating my blog, although i don't really know how all these blog stuff works...so, im just gonna give a brief start...LOL....

My name is Buttercup, its my web name, basically my user name in various social network, you know, Facebook, Twitter, etc.... why Buttercup???? I always feels myself as human version of Buttercup, you know, the one in Powerpuff Girls.(sounds nonsense??) I really adore her and she is one of my favorite cartoon characters ever.

aren't we alike...LOL

I'm a shy type person, so i don't really expose myself to public. I consider myself to be very friendly and approachable person, although i do censore myself sometimes around strangers because i set my privacy. I like mysterious things, and i do act one. Im very complicated girl as i don't like peoples take controls of my life. Give me some freedom and i will be so happy!! Chill....

Here's more....

Ok, enough with the greetings...im a full time student, currently study in government university. I really enjoy life's here, i've got a chance to met many peoples and make new friends. Although is way too different from high school, i learn many new things that teach me every aspects of real life. But, i hardly understand myself why i can't think like a grown up mature girl?? Guess im just not ready for it...I love learning to speak foreign languages, Japanese, is my favourite one. I do love Japanese culture and lifestyles. Its really unique! Im a vegetarian, i used to consumed meat before  but theres a certain reasons why i changed my eating lifestyles. I officially become vegetarian on October, 1st  this year. It was totally the biggest changes i made in my life, but i know its worth it. My favourite drink is green tea (you can find at least one small packs of it in my stock). Music play a big part in my life. Wherever i went, whatever im up to, whoever im with, music will always hit me up. All i do is just press play button on my handset or ipod. Never leave that two things if you really need a good companion..Talking about music, i really into emo, punk, hardcore, alternative genres, something that rock yet cool...But i do listen to other music like sentimental, based on my mood. Sometimes, peoples find its so hard to understand me as i am unpredictable and always up to something unexpected. I do find myself different than others(even my mom told me the same thing) I easily get hurt but im not a pussy. Owwhh, i have two brothers and one sister. Im spending most of my free time learning and playing music instruments like guitar (still waiting for my brother to get me one) especially when im at home, spending my holiday. I always had these dream that i could write and produce great songs..yeahhh..i will, one day perhaps. My favourite color are black and blue.

My Favourite, Fender Acoustic..im so gonna get myself one of that.someday for sure.

EMO in me 

This is my favorite part..hehehe..im sure all of you are quite familiar with the word EMO. I can say that im new to emo world. I used to hate and being anti with it(unbelieveable huhh!!). Well, all scenes comes with tragedies. It all started when i feels like im losing my grip on my surroundings. I mean everything so screwed up.! I guess high expectations from everyone drives me mad, till one day i can't afford to overdo everything. I lost my confidence and cry a lots once. By that time happen, i just ignored the outside world for a while. Kept myself silence in my room(luckily i don't have roomate), listening to "emotional" stuff.  That moment really made me relieves and makes me wonder why I hardly understand myself. Im not saying that i completely understand me now, but i do get some points how my life's work. All i need to do is get a real priority in order to keep focus and take seriously of every aspects of my life. Thats how emo slowly sank deep inside my heart. Im not saying that emo change the way im thinking, but it kinda reflect me. I love it!! The hairstyles, fashion just so cool! I like to diggin' emo stuffs, its quite interesting & unique. But, sometimes i don't understand why peoples misunderstood emo. Honestly, i don't think emo is gloomy or miserable. I think we're just in touch with our feelings and we're comfortable with the way we feel. And the truth is emos are loving and approachable. We are just normal human beings that react to every situations. That would all emos say about emo. Emo styles really caught my attention, especially the ridiculous awesome hair!!!! I mean with the colorful streaks and highlight, it just freakin' COOLL!!!! My favorite one is black hair with long blue streaks..sadly its hard to find streaks here and the possible way is just to highlight my hair. But, aren't just cool that we got to change the hair colors everyday just by the streaks...!! Just like the styles never end..Emo hair is kinda messy, which much easier for me to styled it because my hair do look messy. I rarely tied my hair, sometimes just put on small clips hair. 


 My Ink

 I had a tattoo on my left wrist ankle. Looks like i really make it happen when i said that i will get a tattoo one day. I love watching Miami Ink. I think thats really aspire me to get one. I just love the fact that tattoo is something you can keep forever. Well, im not just simply have it for fun and keep it as body art, but there's a story behind that tattoo. It maybe the craziest thing that i had ever done!! But, everytime, when i look back at these tattoo, it will reminds me the most important person in my life, my mother & my father. I know they will not proud of their little girl having a tattoo, maybe not only because im a girl, perhaps they will think "what's next? more wild craziest illegal stuffs??!". Having these tattoo will never change the way i am and definitely will not transform me to bad ass kid. My parents never knew i had a tattoo, it just about one month ago, and i've been apart from my family for about 2 months since last holiday. I don't know how they will response to that, but i think i can pictured it now. Just hope they will accept the changes i've made on my body, fact that i already had too much ear piercings *cross fingers*. I hope i can prove it, to everyone.... Well, I had these Japanese name, first symbol "ryi" stands for my first two letters name, and second one, stand for half me and my parents. Overall, it means that i live because of my parents, i wouldn't exist or feels the world without them. They mean so much to me. I know, having a small tattoo will never enough to show my love to them as much as they had loved me. But with these tattoo, their love always bring me alive and my love to them will have no end. I Love You, Mother & Father.. <3 <3 <3 <3